maybe its just me
ok update i did tell her and really i have been losing lotsa sleep just thinking trying to figure things out
hmm maybe im just too fucked up for anybody
fuck this shit lah i duno why every single thing i do always goes wrong wat isit with me that everyone hates?
fuck just tell me already.dun be some fucking hypocrites talking behind me and thing that i duno well news falsh ppl i have been hearing things and not from very nice smelling mouths
the foul smell of those mouths make me wanna puke
im sorie if im soo fucked up rite now but yeah thats wat i feel.i just got a wake up call rite smack in the face.those words are sharper than the sharpest blade.it cut through me like knife through butter
look im not blaming you or anything.like i said all you did was to be true and thats good real good.not being sarcastic.
im just blaming myself for being this way.im just blaming myself for my own existence in this world.
some way some how i feel that my existence is a burden to everyone on this planet
maybe i shud go to mars?
thats where man are from rite?
maybe thats where i shud go everyone of my kind would be there.
ouh then i have to be bisexual ouh just fuck it ill be wat i want when i want to be.
ill go where i want hwen i want to
and if youre asking when i update then you can go fuck yourself.cos as far as i noe it this blog is fucking mine not yours.
ouh and to you im not blaming you dun feel apologetic cos you did nothing wrong its your own freewill
no one can control that.
and to the world be a little nicer will you?
1 comment:
eh, alright done with reading your this entry. hey man, perhaps this is the part and parcel of life, things will get better. how long? who knows? it's up to you. i'm not good with my words but come on, it's poly's life now, more babes out there, you'll find one that will appreciate you eventually, chill yea. anything, i'm here to listen, take care! ciao!
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